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The Lore of the Loud House: Opposite AU
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Hello everyone, this is LibraryWizard, the creator of the Loud House: Opposite AU; although, I owe
credit for originally giving me the idea in the first place. Any who, I've created this journal entry so I can better explain the setting, lore, and world of my AU for those of you who find some parts to be a bit head-scratching. Building upon the foundations of a world very important after all and I myself would like to work on that and see if I can make any improvements as I go along. Keep in mind that although this will be an alternate universe created by me for the Loud House, I will be borrowing a lot of sources and references from 
and 
as well as include some crossovers from other sources of media, but I intend on finishing up on the core characters of my AU first, that being the Opposite versions of the Loud House characters.
and as well as include some crossovers from other sources of media, but I intend on finishing up on the core characters of my AU first, that being the Opposite versions of the Loud House characters. What will the Opposite AU contain?
Unlike the actual Loud House series, where it's cartoon comedy for young kids on Nickelodeon, I intend to create a mix of fantasy and science fiction, a balance of lighthearted and dark moments in my AU, with a little hint of having bittersweet moments and some character deaths as well. The Opposite AU will even contain mature content, such as language, blood and violence, and some minor drug references as well. (I will obviously not add any nudity in this AU, thankfully, so don't ask. >n< But it might be mentioned in some parts.) To give you all an idea, if the Loud House: Opposite AU were a movie, it would have a PG-13 rating.
Other inspirations for the Opposite AU
Disney's Atlantis: the Lost Empire, Disney's Treasure Planet, Some stories from DC Universe and Marvel Comics, Star Wars, Harry Potter, Peter Jackson's King Kong (2005), Reign of Fire, J.R.R. Tolkien's famous Middle-Earth stories, Skyrim, James Cameron's Avatar, Horizon: Zero Dawn, Assassin's Creed, Injustice: Gods among us and Injustice 2, Phineas and Ferb: Across the Second Dimension, and Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse. Summary
We've all imagined that our universe is just one of an infinite number of parallel universes just like our own, yet each is very different from one another or due to certain significant and cosmic events, has caused each universe to split apart on a different course from one another, like a fork in a road. Sometimes, we would look into our own reflections and wonder if perhaps mirror versions of ourselves exist somewhere in the multiverse. Perhaps right now, as we look far off into the cosmos, each of us exists on a different Earth, but with personalities that could be described as antonyms to our own. Well, you could say that this would be the case for the Loud Family themselves, who are known to be the loudest and most chaotic group you'll ever come across, but they are still a loving family nonetheless, but little do they even know that Opposite versions do in fact exist in a universe parallel to their own.
Welcome to the Opposite AU, where everything works in parallel to the Loud's universe, but that wasn't always the case for the residents of that universe's Earth. Once upon a time, it was said that everything worked out perfectly like it did on our world since the beginning; history ran its course like it should, time flowed steadily and continuously like a stream without any interruption like it should. Up until the beginning of the 21st century, everything was good and it looked like the future was bright for everyone in that world. But then, something happened. Unknown to this Earth, a strange phenomenon, a cosmic event, a disturbance in the flow of time like causing a small ripple in a clear and calm pond has forever changed this world's course from the path it was already on, building up a new era, and then things went wrong from then on, very wrong.
At some point, somewhere between the 90's or the early 2000's, a strange creature who would come to be known eventually as a Shadow Beast appeared to cause chaos and destruction somewhere in the O-Earth, it could not be repelled or slain unfortunately for it can only be delayed and can recover rather quickly. 7-12 days after the dark creature's appearance, another Shadow Beast randomly appeared on the planet, and then another appeared afterward, and another, and another, and another, it becomes a pattern where only one Shadow Beast appears after another. Not long after Shadow Beasts began attacking the world,different creatures we once thought only to exist legends, myths, and fairy tales started to come out of hiding and resurfacing onto the lands they once walked upon long ago before humans drove them away. However, these "Monsters" as they would be called behaved more like animals, it was obvious that they had no connections to the Shadow Beasts, and only sought to build a new home and a new life among the Earth in tandem with humans, but that was never meant to be, unfortunately.
Humanity could not accept these Monsters becoming part of the world for all they felt towards the Monsters was fear, hatred, and disgust against their differences. Humans have long fought each other over the color of their skin, religion, as well as power; which would be ironic for them to start getting along only so they could team up to eliminate a common enemy they hate so much. It wasn't long before the world fell into a state of war with the Monsters and Shadow Beasts; Monsters were hunted down and slaughtered, even young, adolescent Monsters who had yet to grow into maturity fell victim to Humanity's attempted genocide. At first, the world thought it was going to be a quick and precise extermination, like rooting out a rat's nest, but Humanity had underestimated its enemy. Soon afterwards, the Monsters retaliated with all of their rage and vengeance, the Humans got to experience the complete wrath of the Monsters like their ancestors did long ago.
Setback after setback, loss after loss, battle after battle, the war was brutal; neither side could ever gain a clear victory over the other. At the same time, the Shadow Beasts, who are known to be invulnerable, took advantage of this conflict to strike upon the foundations of human civilization. It wasn't long before the Human Race itself could no longer handle these serious threats as both Shadow Beasts and Monsters proved to be too much, humans were starting to lose. Desperate, the United Nations convened to formulate on a plan to ensure the survival of the Human Race and to gain an advantage over the Monsters: "Operation Temple Guard." The plan is to fortify all of remaining cities in every country with gigantic, defensive walls where armed forces will repel any intruder who attempts to breach through a "Haven's" security. In the heart of a Haven, where a select governor or more resides and oversees daily life, a shield generator that runs on daily labor from the community has been built in some bunkers for each Haven to help fortify the defensive walls more and act as some "double hull" should there ever be a breach through the walls.
The plan was a success, all of what's left of humanity has been kept safe inside their newly confined cities, and no Shadow Beast has been capable of breaching through a Haven's defenses ever since. Up to this point, while the human race remains sheltered within their new comforts and life finally went back to normal for most people, the outside world has nearly been covered by nature with humans no longer interfering, making the planet more beautiful and lush. Even wildlife itself, including just about any endangered species that you could think of, has had a chance grow and populate the Earth with their numbers along with Monsters. But even if it looks like the war is over though, it's far from it actually. For you see, once in a while, armies will be sent out from most Havens to bring the fight to Monsters while scientists attempt to find a way to permanently eliminate Shadow Beasts for good, hoping that one day, the Earth will belong to humanity once again.
Thus, this is where the story focuses on the semi-dystopian like community of Royal Woods, Michigan, where some the Opposite versions of the Neu Family from's "the Neu House series" secretly rule with an iron fist. Although they appear to have established a good publicity for themselves, they have the overall ambition for world domination as well as the extinction of all Monsters. While some of the Neu's could be considered sisters or family members in this case, I'd say they are more like the kind who would secretly back stab each other at the slightest opportunity all for the goal of gaining power. Because of this Uneasy Alliance, resistance groups such as UNITE (UNITE Data Hub) are able to combat the Opposite Neu's easily. The Opposite Neu's also happen to be at war with Naja, the Goddess of Fear and Misfortune, (Magilily Neu (Naja): Opposite AU (TNH)), who has the same ambitions. In order to become successful in conquering the world, the forces of evil seek to harness the power of the 10 Shadow Stones, which are said to have originated from the Shadow World and are the only things that can slay a Shadow Beast PERMANENTLY, but the Shadow Stones are hard to find since they have somehow been scattered to different and random places around the world (Though, little do people know that Opposite Lucy has somehow gotten a hold of the Magenta Shadow Stone: TLH OC: Sony Neu Collection/Practice, but she can't use it at it's full power, unfortunately).
Naja isn't the only immortal being that exists in this world. Millions of years ago when the human race was still primitive and on the verge of evolution, the world used to be ruled by the mythological gods of different pantheons that were depicted in ancient cultures. Who were these gods exactly, where they came from, and how did life in the universe really came to be since each pantheon has told a different creation myth to each mortal? There have been theories explaining that both gods and the ancestors of the human race once held the answers to these questions, but they were lost over time since these so called gods had been divided into different "empires" and were too busy fighting amongst themselves all so they could prove the superiority of their mighty empires, but their pride, arrogance, and division eventually led to their downfall. At some point, an unknown catastrophic event that nobody foresaw at the time crumbled the very foundations of each mighty empire around the world, leaving only a handful of gods to survive. The surviving gods attempted to rebuild their fallen empires, but they realized it was impossible at the time and knew they had to seclude themselves where the mortal eye could no longer see them.
Eventually, humans then built their own civilizations upon what their former masters had left behind. Although the gods became nothing more than mere myths and legends, their influence still remained, resulting in the divergence of a number of human groups and leading them to form their own cultures, religions, and traditions; all while the remaining gods watched as they remained in seclusion. For a time, it was all good, humans grew and flourished and it seemed that they have a better chance for a brighter future than the gods did. But it wasn't long before the humans allowed the same deadly sins that had consumed the gods and clouded their judgement to take root in the very core of both their hearts and souls, growing like pests building a nest, and the course of history had already been set. Empires rose up and fell down again and again, tyrants took up power, hatred and racism spread like a plague, and wars were waged as a result. It was a cycle that kept repeating itself over and over again, and now, with the state that the world is in, it would seem that humanity is doomed to the same fate that had befallen on the gods thousands of years before, or is it? Is there a spark of light beneath the heart of darkness?
Welcome to the Opposite AU, where everything works in parallel to the Loud's universe, but that wasn't always the case for the residents of that universe's Earth. Once upon a time, it was said that everything worked out perfectly like it did on our world since the beginning; history ran its course like it should, time flowed steadily and continuously like a stream without any interruption like it should. Up until the beginning of the 21st century, everything was good and it looked like the future was bright for everyone in that world. But then, something happened. Unknown to this Earth, a strange phenomenon, a cosmic event, a disturbance in the flow of time like causing a small ripple in a clear and calm pond has forever changed this world's course from the path it was already on, building up a new era, and then things went wrong from then on, very wrong.
At some point, somewhere between the 90's or the early 2000's, a strange creature who would come to be known eventually as a Shadow Beast appeared to cause chaos and destruction somewhere in the O-Earth, it could not be repelled or slain unfortunately for it can only be delayed and can recover rather quickly. 7-12 days after the dark creature's appearance, another Shadow Beast randomly appeared on the planet, and then another appeared afterward, and another, and another, and another, it becomes a pattern where only one Shadow Beast appears after another. Not long after Shadow Beasts began attacking the world,different creatures we once thought only to exist legends, myths, and fairy tales started to come out of hiding and resurfacing onto the lands they once walked upon long ago before humans drove them away. However, these "Monsters" as they would be called behaved more like animals, it was obvious that they had no connections to the Shadow Beasts, and only sought to build a new home and a new life among the Earth in tandem with humans, but that was never meant to be, unfortunately.
Humanity could not accept these Monsters becoming part of the world for all they felt towards the Monsters was fear, hatred, and disgust against their differences. Humans have long fought each other over the color of their skin, religion, as well as power; which would be ironic for them to start getting along only so they could team up to eliminate a common enemy they hate so much. It wasn't long before the world fell into a state of war with the Monsters and Shadow Beasts; Monsters were hunted down and slaughtered, even young, adolescent Monsters who had yet to grow into maturity fell victim to Humanity's attempted genocide. At first, the world thought it was going to be a quick and precise extermination, like rooting out a rat's nest, but Humanity had underestimated its enemy. Soon afterwards, the Monsters retaliated with all of their rage and vengeance, the Humans got to experience the complete wrath of the Monsters like their ancestors did long ago.
Setback after setback, loss after loss, battle after battle, the war was brutal; neither side could ever gain a clear victory over the other. At the same time, the Shadow Beasts, who are known to be invulnerable, took advantage of this conflict to strike upon the foundations of human civilization. It wasn't long before the Human Race itself could no longer handle these serious threats as both Shadow Beasts and Monsters proved to be too much, humans were starting to lose. Desperate, the United Nations convened to formulate on a plan to ensure the survival of the Human Race and to gain an advantage over the Monsters: "Operation Temple Guard." The plan is to fortify all of remaining cities in every country with gigantic, defensive walls where armed forces will repel any intruder who attempts to breach through a "Haven's" security. In the heart of a Haven, where a select governor or more resides and oversees daily life, a shield generator that runs on daily labor from the community has been built in some bunkers for each Haven to help fortify the defensive walls more and act as some "double hull" should there ever be a breach through the walls.
The plan was a success, all of what's left of humanity has been kept safe inside their newly confined cities, and no Shadow Beast has been capable of breaching through a Haven's defenses ever since. Up to this point, while the human race remains sheltered within their new comforts and life finally went back to normal for most people, the outside world has nearly been covered by nature with humans no longer interfering, making the planet more beautiful and lush. Even wildlife itself, including just about any endangered species that you could think of, has had a chance grow and populate the Earth with their numbers along with Monsters. But even if it looks like the war is over though, it's far from it actually. For you see, once in a while, armies will be sent out from most Havens to bring the fight to Monsters while scientists attempt to find a way to permanently eliminate Shadow Beasts for good, hoping that one day, the Earth will belong to humanity once again.
Thus, this is where the story focuses on the semi-dystopian like community of Royal Woods, Michigan, where some the Opposite versions of the Neu Family from
's "the Neu House series" secretly rule with an iron fist. Although they appear to have established a good publicity for themselves, they have the overall ambition for world domination as well as the extinction of all Monsters. While some of the Neu's could be considered sisters or family members in this case, I'd say they are more like the kind who would secretly back stab each other at the slightest opportunity all for the goal of gaining power. Because of this Uneasy Alliance, resistance groups such as UNITE (UNITE Data Hub) are able to combat the Opposite Neu's easily. The Opposite Neu's also happen to be at war with Naja, the Goddess of Fear and Misfortune, (Magilily Neu (Naja): Opposite AU (TNH)), who has the same ambitions. In order to become successful in conquering the world, the forces of evil seek to harness the power of the 10 Shadow Stones, which are said to have originated from the Shadow World and are the only things that can slay a Shadow Beast PERMANENTLY, but the Shadow Stones are hard to find since they have somehow been scattered to different and random places around the world (Though, little do people know that Opposite Lucy has somehow gotten a hold of the Magenta Shadow Stone: TLH OC: Sony Neu Collection/Practice, but she can't use it at it's full power, unfortunately).Naja isn't the only immortal being that exists in this world. Millions of years ago when the human race was still primitive and on the verge of evolution, the world used to be ruled by the mythological gods of different pantheons that were depicted in ancient cultures. Who were these gods exactly, where they came from, and how did life in the universe really came to be since each pantheon has told a different creation myth to each mortal? There have been theories explaining that both gods and the ancestors of the human race once held the answers to these questions, but they were lost over time since these so called gods had been divided into different "empires" and were too busy fighting amongst themselves all so they could prove the superiority of their mighty empires, but their pride, arrogance, and division eventually led to their downfall. At some point, an unknown catastrophic event that nobody foresaw at the time crumbled the very foundations of each mighty empire around the world, leaving only a handful of gods to survive. The surviving gods attempted to rebuild their fallen empires, but they realized it was impossible at the time and knew they had to seclude themselves where the mortal eye could no longer see them.
Eventually, humans then built their own civilizations upon what their former masters had left behind. Although the gods became nothing more than mere myths and legends, their influence still remained, resulting in the divergence of a number of human groups and leading them to form their own cultures, religions, and traditions; all while the remaining gods watched as they remained in seclusion. For a time, it was all good, humans grew and flourished and it seemed that they have a better chance for a brighter future than the gods did. But it wasn't long before the humans allowed the same deadly sins that had consumed the gods and clouded their judgement to take root in the very core of both their hearts and souls, growing like pests building a nest, and the course of history had already been set. Empires rose up and fell down again and again, tyrants took up power, hatred and racism spread like a plague, and wars were waged as a result. It was a cycle that kept repeating itself over and over again, and now, with the state that the world is in, it would seem that humanity is doomed to the same fate that had befallen on the gods thousands of years before, or is it? Is there a spark of light beneath the heart of darkness?
FINAL NOTICE
Whelp, I'm finally finished. 
I hope this journal entry helps on giving you an idea on what this AU will be about and what it will contain; I'd also like to give special thanks to for helping me come up with this idea. 
Please inform me of any errors and major flaws that I might have made for the setting and lore of my Opposite AU, I would like to avoid as much plot holes and plot armor as possible. As always, constructive criticism is welcomed. I will be sure to reply to all of your comments as soon as possible or whenever I get the chance. Lastly, be sure to check for any future updates on this journal entry.
Thank you, and have a pleasant day.
I hope this journal entry helps on giving you an idea on what this AU will be about and what it will contain; I'd also like to give special thanks to for helping me come up with this idea. Please inform me of any errors and major flaws that I might have made for the setting and lore of my Opposite AU, I would like to avoid as much plot holes and plot armor as possible. As always, constructive criticism is welcomed. I will be sure to reply to all of your comments as soon as possible or whenever I get the chance. Lastly, be sure to check for any future updates on this journal entry.Thank you, and have a pleasant day.
~LibraryWizard signing off. 
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Tagged!
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(Thanks by the way)
Ok, lets do this! >:3
Rules
(Thanks by the way)Ok, lets do this! >:3
Rules
1. Post all the rules
2. Post 8 facts about your character
3. Tag 8 other people
4. Post their character's name with the owners
![[TLH OC] The Library Wizard - Fan Art by RaishaGS](https://images-wixmp-ed30a86b8c4ca887773594c2.wixmp.com/f/018c9be7-ccfc-480b-a48c-a5bb5151c25e/dd1ij90-432be98f-b70d-47c5-9960-65dd42ffb213.png/v1/fill/w_1000,h_800,q_70,strp/_tlh_oc__the_library_wizard___fan_art_by_raishags_dd1ij90-pre.jpg?token=eyJ0eXAiOiJKV1QiLCJhbGciOiJIUzI1NiJ9.eyJzdWIiOiJ1cm46YXBwOjdlMGQxODg5ODIyNjQzNzNhNWYwZDQxNWVhMGQyNmUwIiwiaXNzIjoidXJuOmFwcDo3ZTBkMTg4OTgyMjY0MzczYTVmMGQ0MTVlYTBkMjZlMCIsIm9iaiI6W1t7ImhlaWdodCI6Ijw9MTAyNCIsInBhdGgiOiJcL2ZcLzAxOGM5YmU3LWNjZmMtNDgwYi1hNDhjLWE1YmI1MTUxYzI1ZVwvZGQxaWo5MC00MzJiZTk4Zi1iNzBkLTQ3YzUtOTk2MC02NWRkNDJmZmIyMTMucG5nIiwid2lkdGgiOiI8PTEyODAifV1dLCJhdWQiOlsidXJuOnNlcnZpY2U6aW1hZ2Uub3BlcmF0aW9ucyJdfQ.hIA34JIhR_fUReHlJ3xA0NXGmcCkkd-DXsIvDfK7hX0 "[TLH OC] The Library Wizard - Fan Art by RaishaGS")
(Please note that I did not make this myself. >w<)
1. I was the protege of the Legendary Grima-Slayer, Robin himself - fireemblem.fandom.com/wiki/Rob…
2. My favorite color is blue if it wasn't so obvious already
3. I love to try out new types of food I never had before
4. My Zodiac Sign is Pisces
5. I'm always focused on just about EVERY. EXACT. DETAIL on everything I see
6. I am very determined to get my hands on EVERY book I see in order to gain knowledge of everything in existence, in every universe, in every world, or in every dimension
7. I have a great fondness of legendary/mythical creatures and alien species. In fact, I value all sentient and non-sentient life so much, that I believe even ROBOTS are capable of sentience and learning magic as well (Note: The Ordo Magus Xi doesn't just welcome Human Wizards/Witches/Mages/Sorcerers/Alchemists, any Non-Human who is able to wield magic are always welcomed to be part of our order
)
8. I basically always carry books with me everywhere I go to read and help educate others on anything regarding magic, every member of the Ordo Magus Xi is required to do so in fact
People and their Original Characters I have tagged (You don't have to do this if you don't really want to):
- Lottie
- Rune Calligrapher Paul
- Any one of the Neu Sisters
- Tessa the Millennial
- Tambri
- Joshua Faithlight or Nicolia Kansa (Whichever works for you of ofcourse :3)
- Caela Frostfire
- Tia and Mia (Hazbin Hotel OCs)
The Library Wizard
(Please note that I did not make this myself. >w<)
1. I was the protege of the Legendary Grima-Slayer, Robin himself - fireemblem.fandom.com/wiki/Rob…
2. My favorite color is blue if it wasn't so obvious already
3. I love to try out new types of food I never had before
4. My Zodiac Sign is Pisces
5. I'm always focused on just about EVERY. EXACT. DETAIL on everything I see
6. I am very determined to get my hands on EVERY book I see in order to gain knowledge of everything in existence, in every universe, in every world, or in every dimension
7. I have a great fondness of legendary/mythical creatures and alien species. In fact, I value all sentient and non-sentient life so much, that I believe even ROBOTS are capable of sentience and learning magic as well (Note: The Ordo Magus Xi doesn't just welcome Human Wizards/Witches/Mages/Sorcerers/Alchemists, any Non-Human who is able to wield magic are always welcomed to be part of our order
)8. I basically always carry books with me everywhere I go to read and help educate others on anything regarding magic, every member of the Ordo Magus Xi is required to do so in fact
People and their Original Characters I have tagged (You don't have to do this if you don't really want to):
- Lottie - Rune Calligrapher Paul - Any one of the Neu Sisters - Tessa the Millennial - Tambri - Joshua Faithlight or Nicolia Kansa (Whichever works for you of ofcourse :3) - Caela Frostfire - Tia and Mia (Hazbin Hotel OCs)~ LibraryWizard signing off.
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Grow Up, Everyone!
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This is a serious issue that I feel I need to discuss. Up until recently, has been informing me about users on DeviantArt talking about how miserable their lives are and are telling everyone "I'm gonna kill myself." Now, please keep in mind that the following is supposed to be directed to those suffering from depression and it may seem kind of harsh, but I feel that I need to take the hard way in order to get across. I apologize to those who might feel offended, but here it goes:
I know that some of you are suffering from depression and you say nobody loves you or your artwork, but that doesn't mean you have to post it online for others to see; not everyone wants to hear sob stories all the time, ya know. Some of you post blogs saying stuff like "Goodbye cruel world, this is the end, I'm gonna kill myself now," but on the next day, you are still alive and posting your artwork online. Let me ask you something: have you ever stopped to think about whether or not there are others who have it much harder than you? You should because the world doesn't revolve entirely around you! Don't you see? By complaining about your own depression and having suicidal and negative thoughts, you're only thinking about yourself rather than putting yourself in other people's shoes, I want you all to be aware of that. The reason I joined DeviantArt was because I just wanna have fun and make the most out of my artwork while I still can, you should also do the same because who cares if someone doesn't love your artwork? it's their loss, not yours. So make the most out yourself and your artwork, don't let it all go to waste because of your depression.
Some of you say nobody loves you because you have mental disabilities, but you need to stop thinking that way because there will always be somebody who loves you. The reason I'm bringing this up is because there's something I need to tell you all that I never told you about before: I HAVE A MENTAL DISABILITY LIKE THE REST OF YOU! Yes I'm Autistic, I've said it and now you know! I'm gonna tell you all a little about my life and how I had to deal with me being Autistic: I used to be depressed and thought that nobody ever loved me, bad things have happened to me quite often (Even though I deserved some of it), I had a hard time in school. Heck, even my own Father bullied me because of my disability, he would call me names, he used to hit me, he shouted at me, and he keeps telling me to grow up when he never showed any sign of change himself whatsoever! (Such a hypocrite!)
My Dad thought I was an easy target for his bullying methods, but boy was he wrong; he learned that the hard way one night when we got into an argument with each other, my Dad was being the same jerk-ass he always was that night, but I was sick and tired of it all. My anger reached a breaking point and I did what I thought I would never do to my own Father: I pushed him, real hard! He didn't like that obviously and then he and I got into what was probably the largest fight we ever had. After all of that, I decided that I couldn't take it anymore, I haven't seen him ever since. I didn't even bother to call the police on my Dad because I thought he isn't worth my time, I don't need to worry about him anymore, he's out of my hair.
Everything I've told you about me has been happening for years, and you know what? I learned from it all, I learned to not be depressed about it, I learned to grow up and be happy because despite having to deal with bullies like my Father, I still have a loving family who cares very deeply for me and understand what I'm going through. All in all, I have made it through and remained strong in my own way; I kept holding on and never gave up.
So you see: there will always be somebody who loves you no matter what happens. So please learn from all of this, learn to grow up, be happy, and don't let anything bad get to you. You are much stronger than you think. Also, promise you will never think that suicide is the best way to resolve your problems, believe me when I say it's not worth it.
Note: I would like to thank for bringing awareness to me about depression and suicide on Deviantart and from now on, everytime I see it all again from somebody, I will show that person this journal.
has been informing me about users on DeviantArt talking about how miserable their lives are and are telling everyone "I'm gonna kill myself." Now, please keep in mind that the following is supposed to be directed to those suffering from depression and it may seem kind of harsh, but I feel that I need to take the hard way in order to get across. I apologize to those who might feel offended, but here it goes:I know that some of you are suffering from depression and you say nobody loves you or your artwork, but that doesn't mean you have to post it online for others to see; not everyone wants to hear sob stories all the time, ya know. Some of you post blogs saying stuff like "Goodbye cruel world, this is the end, I'm gonna kill myself now," but on the next day, you are still alive and posting your artwork online. Let me ask you something: have you ever stopped to think about whether or not there are others who have it much harder than you? You should because the world doesn't revolve entirely around you! Don't you see? By complaining about your own depression and having suicidal and negative thoughts, you're only thinking about yourself rather than putting yourself in other people's shoes, I want you all to be aware of that. The reason I joined DeviantArt was because I just wanna have fun and make the most out of my artwork while I still can, you should also do the same because who cares if someone doesn't love your artwork? it's their loss, not yours. So make the most out yourself and your artwork, don't let it all go to waste because of your depression.
Some of you say nobody loves you because you have mental disabilities, but you need to stop thinking that way because there will always be somebody who loves you. The reason I'm bringing this up is because there's something I need to tell you all that I never told you about before: I HAVE A MENTAL DISABILITY LIKE THE REST OF YOU! Yes I'm Autistic, I've said it and now you know! I'm gonna tell you all a little about my life and how I had to deal with me being Autistic: I used to be depressed and thought that nobody ever loved me, bad things have happened to me quite often (Even though I deserved some of it), I had a hard time in school. Heck, even my own Father bullied me because of my disability, he would call me names, he used to hit me, he shouted at me, and he keeps telling me to grow up when he never showed any sign of change himself whatsoever! (Such a hypocrite!)
My Dad thought I was an easy target for his bullying methods, but boy was he wrong; he learned that the hard way one night when we got into an argument with each other, my Dad was being the same jerk-ass he always was that night, but I was sick and tired of it all. My anger reached a breaking point and I did what I thought I would never do to my own Father: I pushed him, real hard! He didn't like that obviously and then he and I got into what was probably the largest fight we ever had. After all of that, I decided that I couldn't take it anymore, I haven't seen him ever since. I didn't even bother to call the police on my Dad because I thought he isn't worth my time, I don't need to worry about him anymore, he's out of my hair.
Everything I've told you about me has been happening for years, and you know what? I learned from it all, I learned to not be depressed about it, I learned to grow up and be happy because despite having to deal with bullies like my Father, I still have a loving family who cares very deeply for me and understand what I'm going through. All in all, I have made it through and remained strong in my own way; I kept holding on and never gave up.
So you see: there will always be somebody who loves you no matter what happens. So please learn from all of this, learn to grow up, be happy, and don't let anything bad get to you. You are much stronger than you think. Also, promise you will never think that suicide is the best way to resolve your problems, believe me when I say it's not worth it.Note: I would like to thank
for bringing awareness to me about depression and suicide on Deviantart and from now on, everytime I see it all again from somebody, I will show that person this journal.~ LibraryWizard signing off.
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Ok, so I went out to see a movie, 'Spider-Man: Into the Spider-Verse, and I've decided to give out my review on the film. Plus, I never did a movie review before, so I'm gonna give it a shot and see if I do well. There's always a first time for everything. 
*There might be potential spoilers ahead, please be warned*
Let's start with the plot first: The film focuses on Miles Morales (Shameik Moore), an African-Latino teenager who admires the Web-Swinging Hero and struggles to adjust to his new elite boarding school while living up to the expectations of his parents, nurse Rio Morales (Luna Lauren Velez) and police officer Jefferson Davis (Brian Tyree Henry), who views Spider-Man as a menace and has a somewhat strained relationship with his son. Miles also looks up for advice to his uncle and Jefferson's brother, Aaron Davis (Mahershala Ali), who's had a past career as a criminal. Miles' life is turned upside down when his world's Spider-Man is killed and he is bitten by a genetically modified spider, granting him spider-like abilities and he realizes that he must take up the mantle of Spider-Man. Things get even more crazy for Miles when when the evil crime lord Wilson Fisk, aka the Kingpin (Liev Schreiber), opens a gateway to other dimensions, pulling an assortment of parallel spider-people into Miles' dimension-one of them being Peter Parker (Jake Johnson) from an alternate universe where he didn't die, but he and Mary Jane Watson (Zoe Kravitz) are divorced and his life fell apart, becoming disheveled and depressed and is now Miles' reluctant mentor. Miles' must team up with these Spider-Men in order to help them get back to their worlds and save his own while learning how to use his newfound powers and overcoming his insecurities as the new Spider-Man.
Now overall, the film was amazing, not that I'm bragging about it(I'm rating it 10/10). I felt that this adaption really lived up to the Spider-Man comics, even more-so compared to previous Spider-Man media. All praise to Peter Ramsey (Rise of the Guardians), Bob Persichetti (The Little Prince), Rodney Rothman, Phil Lord & Chris Miller (The LEGO Movie) for making the animation of the film into a masterpiece, it literally felt as if a comic book came to life. Let us give praise to the voice actors as well. BTW, when me and a friend of mine went to buy the movie tickets, we also got a pack of collectible movie cards featuring Miles, Gwen, and Peni. (I wish I got more, though >w<)
Miles had to be the best character in the film and he honestly makes a great Spider-Man to me at least. I really liked the mentor-student dynamic between Peter and Miles, the two of them had left a big impact on each others lives (Peter helped Miles realize what it means to be Spider-Man, while Miles had inspired Peter to rebuild his broken life and his relationship with MJ). It was really nice to see how a more experienced Spider-Man would teach a less experienced one so as to be ready to fight crime. It was nice seeing Gwen Stacy (Hailee Steinfield) being part of film and seeing her friendship with Miles, although in they had a more intimate relationship in the comics, which kind of bothers me. :/ I found Spider-Man Noir (Nicholas Cage) to be awesome, especially with his hard-boiled detective attitude and his fascination with the Rubik's Cube was funny. And who could not resist the young and kawaii Peni Parker (Kimiko Glenn) and her awesome robot companion, SP//dr? (In my opinion, it would be cute if she and Miles had a big brother-little sister like relationship, right?)^w^ Spider-Ham (John Mulaney) has to be the funniest character, though this is to be expected from a pig who is from a world of funny cartoon animals. XD
The action scenes in the movie were very great, not like anything you would see in other Spider-Man films. There were definitely some tear-jerking moments along with heartwarming ones, I think what I also liked is how Miles' relationship with his father was portrayed. For Jefferson, you can see he loves his son very much and will do anything to make sure he has a great life in the future. In my opinion, the film also shows that he is not so different from Miles at all as we can see that the former is insecure at being a good father while the latter also has the same level of insecurities of being Spider-Man.
Wilson Fisk was such a menacing villain along with others such as Prowler, Dr. Octopus (Kathryn Hahn), Scorpion (Joaquin Cosio), and the Green Goblin (Jorma Taccone). Though, I felt that Tombstone (Marvin "Krondon" Jones lll) could've had more screen time.
Overall, I did enjoy the film and I can't wait to see what the sequel and spin-offs will be like since they are already in development. I hope they have more Spider-Men appear from more dimensions. And that's all he wrote, folks.
*Note: R.I.P. Stan Lee*
Let's start with the plot first: The film focuses on Miles Morales (Shameik Moore), an African-Latino teenager who admires the Web-Swinging Hero and struggles to adjust to his new elite boarding school while living up to the expectations of his parents, nurse Rio Morales (Luna Lauren Velez) and police officer Jefferson Davis (Brian Tyree Henry), who views Spider-Man as a menace and has a somewhat strained relationship with his son. Miles also looks up for advice to his uncle and Jefferson's brother, Aaron Davis (Mahershala Ali), who's had a past career as a criminal. Miles' life is turned upside down when his world's Spider-Man is killed and he is bitten by a genetically modified spider, granting him spider-like abilities and he realizes that he must take up the mantle of Spider-Man. Things get even more crazy for Miles when when the evil crime lord Wilson Fisk, aka the Kingpin (Liev Schreiber), opens a gateway to other dimensions, pulling an assortment of parallel spider-people into Miles' dimension-one of them being Peter Parker (Jake Johnson) from an alternate universe where he didn't die, but he and Mary Jane Watson (Zoe Kravitz) are divorced and his life fell apart, becoming disheveled and depressed and is now Miles' reluctant mentor. Miles' must team up with these Spider-Men in order to help them get back to their worlds and save his own while learning how to use his newfound powers and overcoming his insecurities as the new Spider-Man.
Now overall, the film was amazing, not that I'm bragging about it(I'm rating it 10/10). I felt that this adaption really lived up to the Spider-Man comics, even more-so compared to previous Spider-Man media. All praise to Peter Ramsey (Rise of the Guardians), Bob Persichetti (The Little Prince), Rodney Rothman, Phil Lord & Chris Miller (The LEGO Movie) for making the animation of the film into a masterpiece, it literally felt as if a comic book came to life. Let us give praise to the voice actors as well. BTW, when me and a friend of mine went to buy the movie tickets, we also got a pack of collectible movie cards featuring Miles, Gwen, and Peni. (I wish I got more, though >w<)
Miles had to be the best character in the film and he honestly makes a great Spider-Man to me at least. I really liked the mentor-student dynamic between Peter and Miles, the two of them had left a big impact on each others lives (Peter helped Miles realize what it means to be Spider-Man, while Miles had inspired Peter to rebuild his broken life and his relationship with MJ). It was really nice to see how a more experienced Spider-Man would teach a less experienced one so as to be ready to fight crime. It was nice seeing Gwen Stacy (Hailee Steinfield) being part of film and seeing her friendship with Miles, although in they had a more intimate relationship in the comics, which kind of bothers me. :/ I found Spider-Man Noir (Nicholas Cage) to be awesome, especially with his hard-boiled detective attitude and his fascination with the Rubik's Cube was funny. And who could not resist the young and kawaii Peni Parker (Kimiko Glenn) and her awesome robot companion, SP//dr? (In my opinion, it would be cute if she and Miles had a big brother-little sister like relationship, right?)^w^ Spider-Ham (John Mulaney) has to be the funniest character, though this is to be expected from a pig who is from a world of funny cartoon animals. XD
The action scenes in the movie were very great, not like anything you would see in other Spider-Man films. There were definitely some tear-jerking moments along with heartwarming ones, I think what I also liked is how Miles' relationship with his father was portrayed. For Jefferson, you can see he loves his son very much and will do anything to make sure he has a great life in the future. In my opinion, the film also shows that he is not so different from Miles at all as we can see that the former is insecure at being a good father while the latter also has the same level of insecurities of being Spider-Man.
Wilson Fisk was such a menacing villain along with others such as Prowler, Dr. Octopus (Kathryn Hahn), Scorpion (Joaquin Cosio), and the Green Goblin (Jorma Taccone). Though, I felt that Tombstone (Marvin "Krondon" Jones lll) could've had more screen time.
Overall, I did enjoy the film and I can't wait to see what the sequel and spin-offs will be like since they are already in development. I hope they have more Spider-Men appear from more dimensions. And that's all he wrote, folks.
*Note: R.I.P. Stan Lee*
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Hello everyone, LibraryWiz here! 
I've wrote this journal entry to discuss an important issue:
I am sure you are aware of Fan-art Cringe on the internet and some of us, me included, see it too often in fandoms like Sonic the Hedgehog, Mario, the Loud House, Star Vs. the Forces of Evil, Gravity Falls, Steven Universe, and Undertale. It's hard to find something in fandoms that is worth looking at nowadays and it doesn't help that the cringe isn't stopping any time soon whether it's badly drawn pics, real-life and embarrassing photos that are not supposed to be posted to the public, hate/torture art (I'm looking at you Loud House fandom
), memes, or fanfics with very bad writing. 
But not all of us are like that, luckily. Now, I'm not saying we are all perfect, we all make mistakes, but we have the ability to learn and become better. I've seen users who really put so much effort and passion into their artwork and I am glad that I have learned from them and understand why they are so great in my opinion.
You can also look at these artists and their artwork so you can learn how to be great artists just like them!
I am writing this not just to my watchers, but the following users I've known so far who I believe have inspired a lot of us:
If they are reading this right now, I want to tell them thank you for making such great artwork, I wouldn't be here or writing this if it wasn't for any of you right now. And now, I understand what great artwork is and I wanna be just like all of you.
^w^ In fact, please watch this emotional scene, it was always my favorite scene from one of my favorite movies and it inspired me to write this journal entry, I also believe it might inspire all of you to become better artists if you ever doubt yourselves:
If you all agree with this, please spread this journal entry around so that we can spread awareness. We got the makings of greatness in us all!
I've wrote this journal entry to discuss an important issue:I am sure you are aware of Fan-art Cringe on the internet and some of us, me included, see it too often in fandoms like Sonic the Hedgehog, Mario, the Loud House, Star Vs. the Forces of Evil, Gravity Falls, Steven Universe, and Undertale. It's hard to find something in fandoms that is worth looking at nowadays and it doesn't help that the cringe isn't stopping any time soon whether it's badly drawn pics, real-life and embarrassing photos that are not supposed to be posted to the public, hate/torture art (I'm looking at you Loud House fandom
), memes, or fanfics with very bad writing. But not all of us are like that, luckily. Now, I'm not saying we are all perfect, we all make mistakes, but we have the ability to learn and become better. I've seen users who really put so much effort and passion into their artwork and I am glad that I have learned from them and understand why they are so great in my opinion.
You can also look at these artists and their artwork so you can learn how to be great artists just like them! I am writing this not just to my watchers, but the following users I've known so far who I believe have inspired a lot of us:
If they are reading this right now, I want to tell them thank you for making such great artwork, I wouldn't be here or writing this if it wasn't for any of you right now. And now, I understand what great artwork is and I wanna be just like all of you.
^w^ In fact, please watch this emotional scene, it was always my favorite scene from one of my favorite movies and it inspired me to write this journal entry, I also believe it might inspire all of you to become better artists if you ever doubt yourselves:If you all agree with this, please spread this journal entry around so that we can spread awareness. We got the makings of greatness in us all!
~ LibraryWizard signing off.
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